While I have continued to take a picture a day, I have not posted my P365 pictures for a while because a dreaded inevitability took place. I had known it would happen at some point; but when it actually happened, I was numb and confused. I was filled with guilt and questions about how little I had done and how much more I could have done. I also felt further guilt as my concerns about the extent of my guilt and my own mortality seemed to be somewhat self-serving.
As the numbness and blur began to clear, I have been trying hard to hold on to past memories, recalling them with both fondness and guilt about what I could have said and done better.
Life is so very temporary. Be illuminated and let trivial matters be trivial.